Sunday, July 30, 2006

WRITER @Large with flash BLOG
The Whimsy
part 1
by R. D. Larson
As the train neared New Duryea, Bethany opened again the single sheet of paper. Barely legible, Bethany stared at the splotched words. Two words. Please Come. Cleveland Gibson had signed it.

She journeyed to New Duryea to start a new life. The death of her parents from influenza had been devastating for Bethany and her sister. Almost as wrenching she had to let Catherine live with Aunt Elena. She had no way to support and feed a ten-year-old girl.

Aunt Elena had contacted her friends asking for a position for Bethany. A solicitor friend of her parents, a man who had known the family during their travels in Romania, had responded saying his great nephew lived at New Duryea Bay. The nephew was a writer of some reputation and needed a secretary for answering mail and tending to other matters, allowing him freedom to write. Bethany wrote immediately to Cleveland Gibson listing her accomplishments and reasons for wanting the job. There was no answer for two weeks. Then this terse note. Please come.
Bethany rode on the new Scottish Flyer to Glasgow and then onto New Duryea Bay. She gave a great intake of breath when the smell of the sea indicated that she had reached the end of land. When the train arrived at the station no one was waiting for her. The building was shut.
She stood at the edge of the mud flats looking across the bay. A fishing boat drifted landward, its work for the day finished. The inky water spread endlessly beyond the curve of the bay. The far away lands on the other side of the ocean weren’t there. Not really. Just empty endless ocean. The only world that mattered was this little spit of shore and bay.

She began to walk along the main street. A half of a dozen shops on either side seemingly had whatever a person could want. Bethany saw women glance at her but none of them spoke. Finally, she went in to the Grocer’s.

“Hello, I’m Bethany Delaine and I’ve taken a position with Mr. Cleveland Gibson. Have you seen him in town or do you know where he lives?”

“Good heavens, that tightwad’s finally hired more help. Well, you won’t like him, Miss Delaine. Gibson’s got pots of money — buys nothing. And pays nothing for his help. He won that literature prize some years back — they made a famous movie out of his book,” rattled the chubby grocer. “You don’t look strong enough to clean that big old house, if you don’t mind my saying so.”

“I’m to be his secretary, sir,” Bethany said.

“To be sure, you are. I can see that now. Well, that is his house up the road — see there? — bathed in sunlight it is. On that hill. Gets the last rays of warmth, Gibson does. Also gets the worst of the wind.”

“Thank you so much. I’ll go along then and thank you for your help.” Bethany turned and went back out into the golden watery light that only shows at ocean’s edge. She lifted her face to stare at the hill. The house was huge and seemed to have many added rooms. The top story had what appeared to be a long porch with a rail around it. A dark figure could be seen leaning against the rail.

Onward, Bethany, she said to herself striding down the main street of New Duryea toward the hill. A slight wind off the bay whipped her skirt around her legs and chilled her. Still, she thought, it’s fresh and clean.

As she grew closer to the huge white house, she could more easily appreciate the architecture. It was not overly fussy. Unlike some houses, it had character and grace. The additions seemed to be part of the whole house, not as some are obvious and tacky. The figure was still there. When she reached the long driveway, the figure suddenly turned and went inside. The wind kicked up again, nearly causing her to stumble, as she wasn’t paying attention to the ruts in the driveway. Enthralled by wild flowers growing along the sides Bethany picked one, a buttercup, and walked on twirling it in her fingers.

There was a mossy brick path to the steps. Taking a deep breath, Bethany walked toward the blue door. It opened quickly. A fattish sort of woman stood there frowning.

“Well, don’t begin by picking Mr. Gibson’s wild flowers. He holds them dear.”

“I’m sorry — it was just so beautiful. Hello, how are you? I’m Bethany Delaine. I’ve come to work for Mr. Gibson as his secretary.”

“Well, who else would you be? Come in. Come in. Just that valise? No other cases, maybe at the train station?”

“No, I don’t have many clothes. I’m sure I can manage.” Bethany said, frowning slightly.

“Come along and meet Gibson; he’s been watching for you from the porch. Now, mind, don’t act put off by his looks. T’was terrible accident years ago. Just a few months after the Award. You’ll get used to his face, I’m sure.”

Bethany shivered slightly. What could Gibson look like? Would it be truly dreadful, as the housekeeper had implied, or was she exaggerating? Bethany felt as though the sea air were laying on her like a damp cloth. As she reached the door, she caught her breath.

“My name is Regan, I’m the housekeeper here and we have a staff of four so not much labor will be asked of you.” The broad woman stood aside as Bethany stepped into the darker entry hall. The transom over the door did not let much light in as it was colored glass depicting a bleeding and ruptured heart surrounded by clinging purple vines. Spying it as she turned Bethany could not stop a harsh gasp.

“Don’t mind that, dearie; Gibson has a bent for lurid art.” Regan stepped into the foyer. “Come along, leave your valise; you must go right on up to see him. Oh, I expect you want to wash up?” The words conveyed that there was no choice. She had to meet the author. But she must straighten her clothes or else. The implied threat made Bethany nod.

She went into the door opening off the entry into a hall. Regan pointed, saying, “There’s the washroom. I’ll be in the kitchen, dearie, when you’ve finished with Gibson. As soon as you’re refreshed, go up the stairs. The door directly in front of the stairs. Knock right smartly. And don’t wander about. Gibson doesn’t like that, either. Very private man.”

After attempting to tame her wild chestnut hair and washing her face, Bethany went up the carpeted stairs and approached the door with great foreboding. She’d have left if she had any other place to go, she thought sadly. She knocked on the door lightly, hold in her breath. Then, she remembered and knocked harder.

“Come in, then,” shouted a voice. Slowly she turned the handle of the mahogany door and peeked in.
Cleve Gibson stood outside on the porch beyond open doors. His broad shoulders were hunched against the wind and his long dark hair blew about his head. The room stood bare except for a huge desk and a wooden swivel chair. The floor and desk were obscured with pages of handwriting. Tablets were stacked in corners and boxes of papers attested to the writer’s work.
He did not turn for many seconds and when he did, Bethany shrieked and jerked back sharply.

“Well, what are you screaming at?” said Gibson pushing away his hair.

“It took you so long to turn, Sir, that I...” said Bethany, as his face revealed its terrible burn. One cheek, puckered and red; his left hand burned and deformed spoke clearly of his accident.
“Don’t gawk. You’ll get used to it.”

His dark hair fell around his shoulders. Bethany inwardly shivered. It must make him feel cross often because she could see that he’d been the handsomest of men. “I’m sorry for staring,” she murmured.

“Don’t be; it was perhaps my own fault. Perhaps it was the Whimsy,” he said, his dark eyes pinning her. She saw self-loathing on his face.

“I’m familiar with your work. Very beautiful and touching prose,” said Bethany.

“Thank you. I’ll have work for you after the evening meal. It should be shortly; ask Regan which room is yours.” He flung his long-limbed frame into the chair and stared out at the surf. The white caps peaked in the brisk wind. “You know, of course, the wind brings the Whimsy.”

“What’s the Whimsy?” Bethany immediately asked. Cleve turned his head, the burned cheek flaming against his white linen shirt and black hair. His eyes glowed with an unhealthy light.
His dark look gave her a chill and he did not answer, but turned again to the sea.

Bethany let herself out the door and went down to the kitchen to see Regan. The cook was helping a young girl to knead great balls of bread. The girl was about eight or nine to judge by the size of her. A pale pinched face glanced at Bethany as the girl punched down her puffy mound. Regan turned smiling.

“Well, here you are Miss Bethany. This is Fiona, Gibson’s niece. She lives here as well.”
“I know about girls your age,” said Bethany, smiling. “I have a sister that just turned ten. She lives with our aunt. Perhaps we’ll all be friends.”

“Don’t think so,” said Fiona her mouth puckering. “Don’t think so at all.”

“Now, Fiona, don’t be rude, she’s come to help your uncle with his work.” Regan said.

“You won’t like it. You’ll be scared. Scared to death maybe. Wait and see,” Fiona said coldly, and stomped from the kitchen.

“Oh, dearie, don’t mind her. She’s a bit out of sorts since her cat died. She thinks some kind of evil spirit killed it,” Regan said optimistically, nodding in agreement with herself. “She was orphaned, you know. Been with Gibson ever since. Poor little thing.”

Bethany made sympathetic mew. “I understand as I lost my mother and father a few months ago to the influenza. I should — where’s my room?”

“Oh, you’re to be on the ground floor, at the back. Go into the parlor to the left of the door. Your room is down the hall leading off the parlor. It’s on the left side, next to Fiona’s room. Gibson uses the whole upper floors for himself and his work.” Regan said.

As Bethany went to her room, alone, down the dark hall, she wondered why the child was so rude. Spoiled by her uncle perhaps. If Catherine could come for a visit for a few weeks, it would be wonderful, thought Bethany, opening the paneled door. It moved stiffly as if it had been shut over the winter.

As she entered, her eyes were drawn immediately to the window. It was wide open, and gauze curtains, long and full, billowed into the room on the breeze. The open window cheered her. As she put her valise on the bed, she realized her first impression had been right. No one had been in this room for a long time. A thin layer of sandy dust smudged every surface. The furniture had been covered with sheets. Quickly, Bethany removed the sheets and dusted. She would have to wash the floor tomorrow. The only carpet was a handmade one that copied exactly the transom over the door, the bleeding torn heart. She looked closely at it seeing the bloodied heart and the great blue rocks, entwined with a purple vine. A vine that looked like spiderwort, or Wandering Jew. A prolific vine that could choke out the natural plants of a forest floor. Among the gypsies, spiderwort was known to have cursing powers.

Bethany shivered. The gypsies called it amria — evil curse. Grisly, she thought and rolled up the rug, shoving it under the bed. The wood floor seemed too white under the rug almost as if it had been scrubbed with salt. Exactly where the rug had laid.

Quite odd really, Bethany noted. She tucked her hair up and put on a clean blouse, just as she put on her shawl there was a knock on the door. She opened it.

“Regan sent me to fetch you for supper, Miss Bethany,” said Fiona, obviously not pleased with her errand.

“Come in; would you like to see a picture of my sister?”

“No. Cleve’s ready to eat.” The child turned on her heel and strode down the hall. Bethany sighed and followed her, leaving her door open to further air out the room.

Strangely, Regan and Hendricks, introduced by Gibson as the jack-of-all-trades, ate at the same table with Fiona and Gibson and Bethany.

“There are two other men who worked the gardens, but they’ve gone into the pub for the evening,” Regan said.

“It’s the most practical,” said Cleve Gibson seeing her glance. “We can all eat together. Regan and Hendricks have enough to do to keep me sane.”

“Oh, you’re fine, Mr. Gibson,” said Hendricks a pale man with huge ugly hands, heavily veined with large purple blotches on the back of them. A fresh bloody scratch ran along his forearm. “I think I’ve gotten the power line adjusted so that it won’t keep blowing loose.”

“I hope so, I can’t be going down when the sun does,” Gibson said.

Fiona giggled and said, “Uncle, you made a joke.”

“Not much of one, I dare say,” Gibson said, grasping his hair into a tail at the back of his neck. His jaw grew tight. “Fiona, do you need to visit your mother’s grave after dinner? I’d rather not.”

“I can take her if you like,” Bethany put in as she spooned up a few more of the boiled potatoes. “I could work on your manuscript when I get back.”

“It’ll be there tomorrow. Go ahead; she knows the way. It’s just that I need to finish this sonnet before it scurries from my mind.” Gibson speared another piece of roast beef on to his plate. He picked up one of the thick slices of warm bread that Fiona and Regan had made. “I just don’t like her to go alone. A grief so weighty that anyone would need comfort. You might as well see the family plot and get to know all our secrets.”

What had happened to Fiona’s mother, wondered Bethany.

“What secrets, Uncle Gibson? You didn’t tell me,” Fiona whined.

“Not a secret to you, Fiona, a secret to Miss Bethany. It’s those strange headstones that we have loved so long as a family,” Gibson said as he stood. He looked out at the slowly sinking sun. “Just be back in the house before the wind comes up.”

Fiona and Bethany helped Regan carry the dishes to the kitchen. Then Fiona got her sweater and they went along toward the back of the house. A great flat field stretched out before them with a winding footpath. Fiona started to run down the path, her arms outstretched to touch the new tassels on the grasses.

After about a hundred yards, Bethany finally caught up with her and puffed, “Is it very far?”
“No, almost there.” Fiona said. She half-turned, frowning. “You must stay away when I talk to my mother as I don’t want you to hear.”

“I understand; I do the same thing when I talk to my mother,” Bethany said.

Fiona looked back and said, “Really, why? When she’s dead?”

Startled, Bethany said, “My mother is dead, as is yours, Fiona.”

“Not dead. Something else but not dead. It doesn’t have a name.” Fiona gave her a scathing look as she said this.

“Perhaps I too know the something else — it’s a longing to have our mothers with us again.”
“No, I don’t mean that!” Fiona said, turning away and walking quickly.
Bethany followed her. She felt such sorrow for the child, just as she did for her own sister and yes, even herself.

Fiona had paused. When Bethany stood beside her, she looked down into a perfectly round circle cut five feet into the ground. Around the edges where twelve blue-black slabs of rock encircled the area of dark green grass. In the very center of the circle stood a taller stone cut in the shape of an obelisk. It gleamed smooth and austere. These headstones were not carved, but rugged and sharp-edged, like spewed from the bowels of the earth.

To be concluded...

The Whimsy


Part II

“What unusual rocks — I’ve never see rocks like that before,” Bethany exclaimed.

“Don’t think so. Don’t think so at all.” Fiona muttered in reply as she went down the cut-in steps. She began to circle the path around the headstones, chanting to herself. “Aunt Rebecca, Baby Charles, Grandpa, Grandma,” she chanted as she slowly walked around the circle, now mostly in shadow. An eerie feeling chilled the back of Bethany’s neck as she went down the steps after Fiona.

“Mommy and Daddy, Uncle Connor,” said Fiona. Bethany jerked, startled as she heard her employer’s name.

Bethany bent to read the brass plaque on the first blue-black rock headstone. It read:

Rebecca dwells still
By the sea
Untaken
She walks among us
Pursued by the
Whimsy
Saved by the
Blood of the Heart
Of the
One
Who
Loves her still

Green tarnish grew between a few of the letters, but there were no dates on the plaque. How long had Rebecca been dead and who was the “he” that was mentioned? Gibson, perhaps. The rock was amazing, a deep dark blue the color of the bottom of the sea, and shining, it seemed to Bethany, from within its heart.

She went to the next rock, reading, and on to the next. The messages were all about the Whimsy. Some had been saved by the heart’s blood but some had not. One of the dead was named Siobhan. Gibson’s wife? A frightening comment was engraved on the brass:

Siobhan,
Mysterious Woman
Married in love,
Frightening in her power,
A wife and a mother
Whose short life
With unborn son
Torn from us
By the Whimsy.
We fight lest we forget her
Violent end

Bethany looked up, hot tears on her cheek, not seeing Fiona anywhere. She called out to her. “Fiona! Fiona!”

“Here I am,” said the girl rising from the base of the obelisk. “We have to hurry, Bethany, it’s getting dark and the wind is on the rise.”

“Wait, I want to read the last one,” Bethany stopped at the last one and bent forward. At once she saw Fiona’s name. Shock made her tremble and she dropped to the ground as she read the words.

“Run, Bethany, run,” shouted Fiona. She pulled at Bethany’s hand, but the woman felt limp and confused. She struggled to get her legs under her body.

With a great swollen force the wind blew into the circle of headstones. Fiona screamed and ran away up the earthen stairs. Bethany saw the stones roll and tumble as the gale struck her, throwing her back on to the ground. She saw Fiona blown back part way down the steps. The roar was so loud that Bethany couldn’t hear her screams of fear. Her eyes were rolling and she stumbled before she could struggle forward.

“Fiona!” cried Bethany, pushing against the wind. “I’m coming.”

One of the blue-black boulders rolled toward her as in a warning. She skirted it, running to the left, and then jackknifing back toward Fiona. Horrified, she saw the same rock roll toward the child. The rock with Fiona’s name on it. She raced toward Fiona. The child was trying to claw up the embankment of the cemetery circle.

In a sudden twist the rock smashed into Fiona’s body, crushing her. Immediately the wind ceased. Bethany ran to Fiona. A great gash sliced through the child’s dress and chest. Bethany’s screams ripped out against the dusk.

“Oh, no, no,” cried Bethany, kneeling, keening. Fiona’s face was white.

“Don’t touch her! Stay back,” shouted Gibson from the rim of the burial circle. His eyes were huge black orbs. His white shirt flapped around him as he ran to Fiona.

He scooped up the girl and knelt with her bleeding chest against his white shirt. Bethany stared unbelieving as he pulled his shirt open. He reached into his chest, through flesh and bone to his heart. Jerking it out, he squeezed it over the wound of the lifeless Fiona. Brilliant drops of his blood fell into her torn chest.

She was wet with both her blood and with his.

“What are you doing?” Bethany moaned.

“It’s the Whimsy, forever taking my loved ones.” Gibson rocked as he squeezed his heart again and again. “Only my heart’s blood can save them. It’s the Whimsy, come to punish me.”
As suddenly as the wound had occurred, the gash in Fiona’s chest closed, leaving her bloodied dress clinging to her small body. Gibson pushed his heart back into his chest, and fell aside, collapsing from the effort. The only evidence of such a miracle was the wet blood staining the shirt front.

“What is this about?” Bethany realized that the world she knew had tilted, forever altered and contaminated.

Gibson didn’t answer. He picked up Fiona and stood. Panting, he beckoned to her; he went up the steps and started toward the house.

She followed him, listening as he crooned a lullaby to his niece. The ferocious wind was now gone completely. Still it blew in her mind’s eye. What was it? How had it come to be? Did Gibson know why?

Bethany tried to pray. Her own heart felt bruised and twisted. Would Gibson tell her? Could he explain it? When they reached the house, Gibson took Fiona into her bedroom and called to Regan to undress her as he came out. Without a word, he tore off his shirt and went up the stairs to his rooms. He dropped his bloody shirt on the parquet floor.

Bethany shook her head in disbelief. She looked into the parlor where a fire was lit and lights burned. It looked so normal that the scene calmed her. She went into the kitchen meeting Regan as she was coming out on her way to Fiona.

“There’s kettle of water simmering. Make a cup of tea and you’ll feel better,” Regan said as they brushed past each other.

Bethany, numb to the core, unconsciously made tea and took the cup and saucer into the parlor. Sinking down in a upholster chair, she felt her body shaking. She carefully set the rattling teacup down on a table near the chair. Then the tears came.

She’d been through so much, now this. How could she go on? None of it made any sense. She sensed Gibson’s return; heard his steps to the kitchen, heard the sounds of tea being brewed and dazedly felt his presence in the parlor. She turned her back to him.

“I have to talk to you, Bethany. I want you to stay, to help me, and to help Fiona. Fight against the Whimsy. You were very brave tonight.” Gibson said slowly, his voice quiet.
“It terrified me. What is it?”

“I don’t know. It’s something otherworldly.” Gibson leaned back in his chair, his eyes closed. Not looking at her, the steaming cup held on his knee. “After the prize, I was so involved with myself, I paid no attention to my sister, Rebecca, I dearly loved her, but she had married a man I neither liked nor tolerated. I kept my peace but I also kept my distance. After the Titus Award was given I was swept up in a round of readings and appearances. I met a woman, a woman that I married. My sister and her husband and child, Fiona, lived with me. The three of them lived on the bottom floor. When I wasn’t away on speaking tours, my wife and I stayed in the rooms upstairs. I want to create another book of prose, better than the first, more poignant, more intense.” He paused and sipped his tea. “My wife, Siobhan, also found herself unnoticed. I had work I had to do. She blamed my sister.”

“My wife grew to despise my sister. She treated Rebecca viciously. I could only try keeping Siobhan away from Rebecca. In time she clawed at me and tried to keep me from writing the history of Gypsies that raised her.”

“One night there was a fire in the kitchen. I was able to save Fiona. But Miles, Rebecca’s husband perished. And Rebecca herself was seriously burned. She spent days in the hospital recovering. I was frantic because I blamed myself.” Gibson went on.

“And Siobhan? Where is she now?”

“Buried in the Circle. Siobhan died in my arms in rage the same night I brought my sister home. I wanted her to live. I swore to her that I would spend my heart’s blood to keep her with me. But her own heart broke. And it just happened. Just like you saw tonight. So my wife lives yet she is dead. I can’t explain it. Nothing makes any rational, scientific sense.”

Bethany stood and he raised his head to look at her. As she looked down into his face she could know his pain.

Gibson bent his head. “I wanted to die when I thought that I had brought Siobhan here to my house, to my place. You see, she had started the fire. She had killed my brother-in-law and tried to kill Rebecca.”

He paused, his eyes glazed by his inner visions. She started to leave. Reaching toward her, Cleve went on slowly, carefully choosing each word.

“I absorbed the truth of the Whimsy, the truth about that wind. Death is not nearly as attractive as envisioned. What if death is not the end? What if there is in fact no freedom from everlasting pain? Would that make religious believers of the atheists? Or would it make the believers take up a life of hedonism to pleasure themselves before the inevitable?”

“So your sister is sustained by your blood? Where is she? The other members of your family? Who is saved? Who is not?” Bethany asked backing up slightly. She felt the top of her head and the back of her neck prickle with fear of the unprecedented.

As though he had not heard her, he continued. “Some deaths are an excruciating pain of life; for under the Whimsy of the wind I am destined to suffer the torture of a life of agony. Siobhan cursed me into a final purgatory,” said Cleve Gibson. He looked up at Bethany.

“The others are truly dead, but Fiona has been spared time and time again by my heart’s blood.” He said this to Bethany his face full turned to her and his eyes locked to hers. “I failed her mother because I was not at home when the Whimsy struck and killed her.”

“Poor Fiona. How can this be? Do you pray? What do you believe? Me. Gibson, this doesn’t make sense,” cried Bethany, her voice raising a note with each sentence. “Answer me, answer me now.”

“I married Siobhan because I loved her, but it wasn‘t a pure love, and she cursed me with the Wind God. “ replied Cleve, dropping his face into his hands and his body quivered with silent sobs. Bethany stood, pulling off her shawl and draping it around the man’s shaking shoulders.

“I cannot stay here; it is more than I can stand. I will leave in the morning,” Bethany said quietly. She laid a brief hand on his shoulder and then walked down the hall to her room just past the living yet dead Fiona.

As Bethany shut the door behind her, the wind caught it and slammed it into her shoulder. With a small cry, she latched it and sank down on the bed. I know he needs me in some way, but what could I do to help him? I have no knowledge of gypsy magic or miracles, thought Bethany. As she undressed and put on her gown, she tried to imagine what the Whimsy could be; Gibson had called it the Wind God. But that wasn’t possible.

He must have lost his mind, she decided. I will find other work. Somehow. I will have Catherine with me again some day. I cannot help Cleveland Gibson in any way.

Finally, exhausted, Bethany dropped into a sound sleep.
Suddenly she woke clear and fearful. She sat up, and quickly jerked out the rug from beneath the bed.

She stared at the purple twisting vine woven into the fabric of the rug. It was spiderwort. And it grew in a patch by the back door of Gibson’s house!

There was a great moan in the wind as it whorled around the house. It called to her and baited her. Bethany got up and walked out of the door straight to the patch of purple barely visible in the darkness.

She broke off a piece, and chewed it. The juice burnt and stung her tongue. With a clear vision she swallowed it. Then she ran to the burial circle.

The wind drove and pummeled her, bruising her back and arms. At the rim of the circle she stopped. The obelisk stood piercing the windy sky as its headstones defended it.

Bethany sucked in a deep breath and walked to the obelisk. Resting her hand against its smooth side she spoke softly, mindlessly knowing the words to arouse Siobhan from the blue-black slab.
“I have come, Siobhan, to ask you to release Cleveland Gibson from your curse. He did not know the story of the Gypsies of the Wind. But I do. I know all of our histories and we have fought before in other lives, in other times. I ask you to die in peace and live in another century. Siobhan, find a new love and let the torture stop.”

A groan erupted from the heart of the stone. A white arm and hand reached from nowhere to clasp Bethany’s throat.

“No, Siobhan, you will not,” Bethany shouted, twisting away. The blue-black rock melted and eddied into a pond.

Bethany let out her breath.

Too soon.

The pond reformed and gleamed, becoming a shadow, then a mist and finally became the form of a woman. Siobhan flew at her, jerking her hair and body with an unbelievable power. Bethany fought back, trying to keep her away.

Just as Siobhan engulfed her mind, succeeded in containing her will, a white-shirted man leapt into the Burial Circle. His dark hair blew wildly in the terrible wind. Gibson! Bethany cried his name, beseeching him,“Run, run away while you still can. She can’t follow you. Run.”

The Whimsy turned to her beloved, her mouth open and bloody, her fingers reaching for his heart, his living heart.

“Hear me, Siobhan,” Bethany screamed, her head back and her arms uplifted.

“I say to you, Daughter of Whimsy, go back to another century. I am the Storm Lord’s Gypsy Daughter and I have the power of purity.” She began to chant, over and over again.

Ekkeri, akai-ri, u kair-an.
Fillissin, follasy. Nakelas ja’n...
Illssin gaetic dai faris dire
Ekken u dar di’a...

“Go, go back,” shouted Gibson, his hands striking like hammers on the face of the Whimsy, and his heart bulging against his shirt. Her fingers curled toward his heart. Her eyes were fierce and smoldering.

“I banish you from this community and from this man. Go back to the place of your birth!” Bethany cried out loudly, her bell voice ringing against the night wind

With a howl of pain, the Whimsy whirled away blowing out to sea beyond the distant shores.

“Bethany, how did you know?” Gibson held her tight in his arms, breathless.

“I was born a gypsy and lived as a gypsy. I have left that life behind me forever.”

“And you’ll stay here? Help me? Help Fiona? Please, I will ask nothing more of you than your friendship.”

Bethany nodded, but her eyes turned toward the whitecaps on the sea. She knew the rock monoliths would form a circle somewhere, sometime out there.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

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So how come we can think our daughters can't have a baby out of wedlock, can't raise a baby alone or with a boyfriend when all these movie celebrities have or adopt babies with not word about marriage? Gay Marriage? I sure hope it's better than the current 'have a baby no marriage' state that seems to becoming the norm!

Oh yeah! and why can people hold back a little without always trying to go to war? Why can't countries control their terriorists? Don't we control ours? What? You don't think we have any? Think again. Environmental terriorists and every other kind of malcontent seem to be crowding into our world.
Anarchy? End of the World? Maybe and whatever it is, it's a too bad because this is a beautiful world.

What we need to do is heal the planet, heal our neighbors and heal ourselves. I think it is time we took a stand. It's not enough to feed the starving, we must encourage birth control. It's not enough to aid the sick, we must teach healthy habits. It's not enough to forget what we did or did not do; we must all do more, every one of us in every country of every faith and of every color. We are on this blue raft slamming through space; we are dependent on one another. That's what the stupid TV show Survivor is showing us. We all need to negotiate to give and to take to accept only a partial win instead of saving our egos. Now is the time for all good men and women to stand for right and decent and kind behavior.

Okay, I've said my 2 cents. See ya after my surgery.

Wednesday, July 5, 2006

There's a big difference between being a tomboy and being a warrior woman.

Rose felt compelled to make an effort to save herself and to save the world, especially dogs and birds. Long before today, there was a little girl who want to play hard and have new adventures even if her Mama got in her way.

When rebellion starts young, it can be a humorous and frightful thing.
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I don't feel a pot licken comment right now.

Poor Zippy. The fourth of July hurt his ears. I had to tranq him and put ear plugs in his ears while he laid in front of the fan listening to Madonna's latest.